I'm sad here's why.

    I AM NOT YET PREPARED FOR THIS!!! I don't want my mother side grandfather to die! He is suffering liver (cirrhosis) cancer and his life is about a 50/50. I can't forget the good times I had with my grandfather and the sermons I learned from him. I really love my grandfather, he should be alive from now. I don't want him to die, I want him to live longer, because I love him as a grandson. As a grandson, I love him, even if he talks about his despair, the importance is to learn wisdom. Without him, I c-cou-could... pray for him all the time. I want him to LIVE! I am concern to his disease, I pray that his cancer could be cured instantly. Guys, I need your prayers   and I need your support, just to let my relative live!    

P.S. (to my grandfather)
If you left the world, please do not forget your good times with your grandson, and your relatives!
With  , Em-em